Growing Up

 I'm Afraid to grow up. I'm afraid to do things on my own without my parents direction and guidance. i don't want to buy a house, choose a career, get married and work my life away until I've finally accomplished what i wanted to do in life but by that time it will be too late, ill be old and probably have grandchildren of my own, they'll grow up and once again ill be all alone then in a couple of years i'll die and my name and remembrance will just  be a thing of the past. i really don't want to grow up.